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1.31.2007

My World

January 31, 2007 Wednesday My World


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Why did I put up a impressionistic movie about poetry? Eh, Whatever.
I had it fully loaded but then accidently closed the browser. Dang. Ideality the movie. I hear it took 3 years to make. The World of Thought If I was asked to describe what it was. It would be the world of thought. The world of mine, of my idea, of my take, of my interpretation. The ideas span from physics to social culture and the art of thinking itself. Vast is it's scope and range. I walked along in the bottom of the 'J' A place that I once could walk as a resident of HSU housing. I walked there today to obtain some treats to take my mind of the pressures of the day. The Cupboard as it is known was not yet open and I did my usual thing. Well, the usual thing I do when I have to wait for something. ... I'd walk about and think. I began to describe to myself what 'Chris World' was. I think it began with the notion that within the 320 by 240 pixeled frame I had absolute control and power. I mused about my old time favorite power. Stopping time. Within the thin veil of pixels from which I am able to behavior omnipotently I can re-analyze re-emphasize and re-spin all aspects of my life should I chose to do so. Visual powers not yet unlocked have yet to come. It's all there when I imagine it upon my out strenghed hand. If you were watching will I ventured through my session you would notice some whisphers, the hand gestures some turnings and twistings. And any normal social being might obstain. They would worry over their 'image' in public I suspect. And so I suppose they should for they are the concerned lot. The ones whom haven't quite figured out where they are. And I know where I am. I'm in here. It's a good place. Sometimes I think a better place but those thoughts bank upon unhealth eventualy I suspect. This isn't by my rubric though. Regardless, it's all locked away. I thought till someday when the world of my ideas would meet reality in such a way as when the programs control metal hands and ideas turn to more important matter. When I look I see my ideas laid upon the world. Someday you'll see that way too. As soon as I get around to showing you. 10:00 PM And then later Joyfish was around and she tried in vain to teach me how to drive a stick. This wasn't your odrinary stick.

1.30.2007

Poetic Thought

January 30, 2007 Tuesday 8:27 PM Poetic Thought


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Brief. Impressionist. Read the blog page it's on to figure out why it is.
Introspection Is fine with me. Only guest can see This inner struggle Which defines me Viewers visit, comments listen but if it's mine It's high time To take my thoughts back No longer for others I should say Thoughts should be minted my way Thoughts suffer As my Aspiriation Hovers Until I reclaim My Reasoning. And spend my time On my toils those I seek from the story of my life. Trails of Text Blazing Trails of text which form my life recals a re-write by day and by night Proceed as I go so deserving of my know Hence, ending before Next day begining Text of my life in thro Whom Never Comes To Bleak to be out waiting for someone whom never comes Cold gray old as liquid time runs frozen as I wait for that someone whom never comes Normal people date? Apparently Not I inherently Must be different in primary extremely of which I have no game? Normal people date I must be abnormality 8:34 PM Poems and Programs I wrote notes on my note book after having waited for someone to show up today. They never did. I tried not to let it get to me. But I'm sure a bit of it managed it's way past my mental deadlocks. It louged itself as a splinter would in the finger of my soul. Wait... wasn't the poeming suppose to stop like a paragraph ago? I thought about the fact I spend some much time in interpreted languages. I though of the blueprint metaphor. I thought about running a web app to write my journal in locally. And finally doing away with the simple text. I'm putting in web realted content anyway. May as well make the transtion. And now that I have a job that has me looking at code for hours. I just might finally transition. I've shunned the web app idea but I realized it was prob. going to be a good place. Especial to orgainzie it all. Local and external links can be put side by side. So it's the best way to keep the data in order to repair after some future massive failure.

1.29.2007

Losing Ground

January 29, 2007 5:37 PM Losing Ground


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How can I not comment on this?
The debate will always rage on I suppose. The time trials of work in the battle of character verse temporal demand. I speak again of the movie production time requirement. It's much. Perhaps, too much and the added stress has caused mention of the topic a couple of times. Who am I to justify myself against bitter blows of temptation to stop and what that would mean for my dear sense of self? Truly, it is time to re-eval my video quest. And question my original motives. For in them, I may find exactly what I stand and stand not for. Which do I deny? For whom? me? I get to review my life. Don't I? Others do. But why? The boxes of my life May not permit The creative at my leisure What dies then? Live to my ideals? Or am I so lost. What then? Do I deny? Academic shackles? or My Ambitious self? .. I almost wasn't going to have a movie for today. The end of movie making was upon me. The end of a dream was approaching and the longest run I've had... well since June 06 was going to be killed. But with luck Joy showed up and it was something a bit more than ordinary. 9:56 PM I am so tired from today. My days are long. And pulling through them takes a whole lot of rest. So, I should claim my tasks done and lay down. It's going to be a long day tommorrow.

1.28.2007

Talk to Delta Waves

January 28, 2007 Sunday 1:06 PM Talk to Delta Waves


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I rest on weekends, right?
K Ma, I'm going into the CAVE now. The VR CAVE I heard they are going to try to intergrate it with blender later. OoooOOoooo. 1:06 PM I get a myspace message from Tricia hours after it was sent. And the content of the message is that she needs a Video Camera ASAP. I wondered what that call was at 9. I feel bad now. I was pretty much asleep.. and it hadn't really been a normal night of sleep so I was much less likely to accompdate things nayway. I wish I had heard her voice because I picked it up and listened... but I didn't hear anything sounding familiar. So I hung up. I really must have been asleep. I wonder what it's like to talk to my delta waves? Maybe I heard a voice but didn't reconize it. That might be it. I have no number to call her at so getting back to her is a channelge. So what do I do? Keep checking myspace messages? I tried IMing her via that. She needs to know about IMing if she doesn't have a phone. Information of necessity would get across. I gotta put together my calender. And re-examine my schedule. I've noticed a lot more comments suddenly. I wonder what happened? I appreciate them. I appreciate readers/viewers. I wonder if this is as many as I'll ever get. Never know I suppose. Never know. Someday there will be another spike and I'll be ready because I'll be in the habit. The prob. with last time was that it came at the absolute 'wrong' time. I wasn't up to producing things. Someday... I suppose. 8:40 PM I'm taking tonight to go back and re think my schedule along with pick up on some calculations and figure in due dates for things into iCal. I also managed to get a nicer screen shot.

1.27.2007

Biblio Mind

January 27, 2007 Saturday 12:31 PM Biblio Mind



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Don't eat too many mints.
What ? I had this idea too. Mr. Deity grr I had an answering machine message idea like that. I guess you really have to get your ideas 'out' before someone else does. And with the extra millions of makers-and-viewers... time is of the essence. ------ E mail to Teacher about WEb problem Hey J, I have attempted to print the class schedule from both the 24th century page and the this century page (http://sorrel.humboldt.edu/~jmf2/floss/Scheds.htm) it shows me javascript code... like this function fnInit() { if (parent.window.g_iIEVer>=4) { if (document.readyState=="complete" && frames['frTabs'].document.readyState=="complete")..... but more so.. Being the nice guy that I am I didn't want to be hey floss here is a problem go fix it. Rather I figured I would make myself a bit more useful and since I'm a Computer Scientist (least not till I have a strange piece of paper I guess) And I now work at the CDC I suppose I would have a look at the code. In which case I found... that the javascript gen. Excel wants files in http://sorrel.humboldt.edu/~jmf2/floss/Scheds_files/ which apparently don't exist because when I travel to them and click I get "Not Found" Errors. Are the permissions correct on those files? -chris --------------------------------------- The above e mail makes me sound sarcatic and mean here' what I really sent ---- Really sent Hey J, I have attempted to print the class schedule from both the 24th century page and the this century page (http://sorrel.humboldt.edu/~jmf2/floss/Scheds.htm) it shows me javascript code... like this function fnInit() { if (parent.window.g_iIEVer>=4) { if (document.readyState=="complete" && frames['frTabs'].document.readyState=="complete")..... I looked at the code and found the javascript gen. Excel wants files in http://sorrel.humboldt.edu/~jmf2/floss/Scheds_files/ which exist but seem not accessible due to the fact I can see them but I can not access them hence a "Not Found error" Are the permissions correct on those files? -chris --------------------------------------- The permissions look correct. Actualy. (I kept looking) And then I figured there was a problem with the Excel javascript code. In which case it's prob fine in IE. Ah it ONLY works in IE. Go figure. 5:22 PM I got a package with mints in it today. I didn't realize it soon enough but I had eaten all of them with in a hour and a half.... my stomach informs me of my mistake. I guess I didn't realize just how much mint and chocolate I was taking on. 8:01 PM [Beginning of L] Biblio Mind Haven't you noticed the endless quotations required to cite 'all' of your knowledge? I witness it in academia. The endless battle cry of the instructor to the student. The one that says cite cite Cite! And yet what is this really? But a palm off to the notion that your ideas are not your own but are 'borrowed' from another. Sure. That's alright but what exactly is an idea that is not 'borrowed'? Where do those ideas appear? Suppose, for a momment, that you suddenly possess the ability to see where 'all' of your knowledge arose from. What would the bibliography of your mind look like? Would it be full of people whom told you things? Parents that showed you things? Or perhaps more so the stuff you picked up by sending signals to random pathways in your nervous system and noting the response? What of it then.. What exactly is the stuff YOU came up with? Could I note that perhaps all the things you came up with were merely second side effects to the input that was presented to you in the world? And so you write your paper thinking your so original and you conveniently forget to cite the sources of your life only to find Agent Plagrisim knocking on your door asking you why you didn't cite you sources. How were you to know your thoughts were not your own? Why didn't you cite that once heard poem that made you place that last sentence in 'your' writing? And not cite credit to that author? You were suppose to add 'your' unique perspective remember? And now your in trouble for your originality is a sham. What of it then? At what point do we acknowledge that the world is the world and that the idea is the idea and no one should own one thought or another? Humans are merely part of the giant mechanism that is this world so... When will the endless incessant quotations end and everything in creation enter the free and universal world that it all stemmed from? When will the locks and chains of the grammarians and the twisted citers be destroyed? Wouldn't it be a freer and richer world for it? [This work is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution 2.5 Lincense between the beginning and end brackets] Creative Commons License
This work is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution 2.5 License. [End of L]

1.26.2007

Mov:Just an Announcement

January 26, 2007 Friday Mov:Just an Announcement


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I announce the fact I do shows on Friday now. Filming Fridays!
Hunt Pants? Whoa. Hunting Pants Web Commerical Bizare. Truely bizare. 7:00 PM The activities of the week have purely drained me. I am tired of it all. And now I have my answer to teh question, "What is my week like with the addition of work?" I have already seen the benefits of such a thing. Though I admit I have seen the trials as well. And I with all my weightly and ethearl ideals am still stuck in the muck of a mess that is this world. Why do I push forward? And still am destined to fall back? Why do I put myself through the grinder when things would just be so much easier if I stuck to the academic work? I would have enough time wouldn't I? I coudl think again, right? I could think those thoughs unbrideled. And sleep a restful sleep. When I wanted it, and not when it was direly needed. .... Now I have to ask what really works? Will I simply get used to the load? Or will I fold? I'm tired. But when I laid to rest... I could not fall asleep. No delta waves for me I suppose. Nor even REM. ... So I get back up. Lights not on to keep the dark. A place where the world does not intrude. And parts of me, those little aspects that tinge at the thought of re-entering that 'world' again. Those parts speak but with soft murmers. As I tend to let that 'social' place go. The fortrass of my blankets still can not keep out the incessant world forever. And so I re-awake into this place.... but perhaps not quite yet. ------- 10:19 PM It's been a long hard day. And a long night of rest will be lovely. But I find quiet typing to be soothing too. Sort of nice. You know I already realize the improvement in my computer skills from 11 hours of work. I can really manage the programs now. I think the experience so far has been good for me. And with luck it will incrase my marginal propinsety to code stuff. Which is a very very good thing.

1.25.2007

Movie: Google Search

January 25, 2007 Thursday Movie: Google Search


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When someone asks me a question I sometimes try to answer it... but I always want to teach a man to fish... I mean 3 fish and a guy. Or something. Eh whatever... make with the fish, will ya?
Ideas of the Day Civil Mind The human mind has it's limits. We know this right? But what sort of limits are those? Could it be short sighted variable watching capacity? No one can really look very far ahead in a complex multivariable system. I'd like to call that system humanity.. or society. Or that thing that people argue over because no one really knows 'the answer' What reforms will work? What will policies really do? It makes me wonder.. if human beings and their brains can really 'solve' the humanity problems. Or perhaps we can't seem to evolve fast enough to overcome the risk of failure. Rude Task Switching Apparently, all the quick back and forth task switching I do at work carries over to the rest of my life. I think it created a 'rude situation' that I would later have to analyze. I sat between to females. I spoke to both of them. I switched abruptly. And noticed my mistake. I suppose I would rather not go into the matter further here. But the fact that Oh yeah, I found out Heathers name as well as MarEsa (spelling?) I saw her at the Depo (cashier) I saw her in class and then in the depo talking to someone. So now I know her name. 9:07 PM Ah, I'm reminded of batman. "Why do we fall Bruce? So that we can pick ourselves up" And that sums up my trail runs with this router.
A clear day walking on a field. I like to think in big open places. (And sometimes run with my eyes closed.)

1.24.2007

Mov: Ready to Rumble Router

January 24, 2007 Wednesday 11:00 PM Mov: Ready to Rumble Router


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The fight is on when my new router refuses to work.
My days are far to full for me to have wayward thoughts. At least I'm not past 12 yet tonight. That's nice. I really hope once I get my routine down solid I can relax. With luck and some hard work... I'll be more on top of things.

1.23.2007

Movie: Handy Volume

January 23, 2007 Movie: Handy Volume


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Ever wonder what the volume of your hand is?
Welp, net is down AGAIN. This time the Modem is TKO. Don't break the little sticker that protects the Reset button on the Modem. 'You'll regret it' unless you know what it means. I'm on a tight time schedule and set back that use up time are a no no when it comes to following it. I just happened to be calculting that I have at min 3 hours time avaible for each class in which to fufili class work. I know not whether that is enough time to actually accomplish Luckily I have real helpful parents whom actually are the ones signed up for the net. So it wasn't 'too' long before it worked again.. though it seemed like ages. Thinking.. eh I might not have a working connection for a long time. -- phew full days these days and much calculation is required. ... later... I keep forgetting how much of a twist it is for me when I have to shift gears due to the whole edit one movie into a preview and tack it onto the movie from the night before. Ack. I've gone into over time. I think it's because I lost some hours trying to repair my net connection. (No the router doesn't work... very well) So, I'm directly connected. And now I look over at what else I have to tend too and I'm already 24 minutes into tommorrow. I don't even want to write out that idea I had today. Course I suppose all those procrastinations start here. Or perhaps I should say delays. Delays of the sort you find when it's late... you want a break.. but there is just still more to be done... an it's really in your best interest (though you don't know it) to finish those sorts of things. As long as I can spot those moments (like now) where I stop and put off or just do and then sleep. I'll know that I can place myself on the right track. I haven't nailed everything down for this semester yet... but prelimary time analysis indicated that the schedule is at least 'feasible' ... the stress I get comes from trying to hold up to my own ideals while still managing a academic and CDC work load. How can I manage? I think the question is How awake can I be and still manage?

1.22.2007

Movie: Movie Notes

January 22, 2007 Monday Movie: Movie Notes



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It's time to discuss some of the thought processes behind my movie making. What was I thinking?
I realize that when I say "I'll see you Monday." in a movie it doesn't mean 'monday' but the next day since I post at the end of a day. Every entry is thus one day late even when I put it up on that day.
Adding this side bar image should draw more attention to the fact I make movies. If you wanted to find out more about the movies and less about textual life detials. 5:45 PM My first 1.75 hours on the job. I read and noted Moodle Guidelines. I was a little... flustred but it felt good. The same day I go in to have all the forms filled out... was the same day I walked in later to tend to opening business. I understand almost all of the material and I think I can quickly learn the rest. So it feels good. That was about 10 dollars or so after tax and after other things. I noted that I could ping the DNS servers. And then I filled in that information (I got it from the Eth Modem) And it worked. so in the future I'll know that those numbers may need to be reset. -- To Someone -------------------------------------------------------------------------- I was like... I bought this 60 dollar router (it's like a bus station for computer traffic) and it wasn't working. I was expecting plug and play and instead I got plug and frustrated. And after spending... I don't know about an hour maybe more... I managed to make it work. and so out of triumph I am typing this message. And to think.. there always comes that point where I'm about to give up... but I get this funny feeling that if only I would keep going.... And IT WORKED! I managed to verify that my router was not dead. That's what I was beginning to worry about. Anyway, I can understand about classes. In fact.. I finally managed to get a job! I started today. It's perfect for me.. so far. And I have great expectations for it. Only thing is my classes could use those 15 hours. It's really too bad you couldn't bee in 309 this semester. the class is pretty cool in the way that it's set up. well actually the prof. is trying out a new teaching method and so I"m in the guinea pig class where we present material to each other and it's very at your pace. So, I'm liking the concept and if you had been in it too it would have been cool to come to class and discuss ideas twice a week. Oh well. *sniffle Yeah, I er um signed a liability sheet for the new gym like place and someone is showing me how to do stuff prob. this weekend. I think I owe you some thanks. After meeting you I felt encouraged to start attempting to work out and stuff. So thank you for inspiring me. Anyway, take care and don't work too hard. -chris ps - do you like hot chocolate? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 9:19 PM Wait no. Not fixed. mmmm getting trickyer. This router business is apparnlty very very back and forth. Will it be down again? Soon? I know not. I hope not. The whole ordeal has chewed up a lot of my time tonight. 11:46 PM I don't really trust the net connection right now so I really hope the movie uploads alright. Seriously. 11:58 PM The week is tough. And it's a lot to schedule. prob for group projects... too. But I think it's fufiling. And in the right direction if I can pull it off.

1.21.2007

Net Withdrawal

January 21, 2007 Sunday 11:46 AM Net Withdrawal


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I wake up. No internet still. .. 6:25 PM the net is back. I feel all flustered about what the job will do to my schedule. And now I have to tabulate the bill from bills though I don't have a water bill yet. And on top of school, job I want to do my things. It just may be 'a bit much' Is it really? After this week I should know. Before the end of the night I have to write a paper, do some video posting and double check cost issues. Blaw. Oh and post and upload other entries. .... I did see Shawn and visit Reb. I got to play on a full size and very expenseive keyboard. It actually senses how hard you hit and adjusts the sound accordingly. Whoa. 9:41 PM Well, I finally got LaTeX to work for me. It was a bit of a scramble. I seem to place it on a equal footing with R as something I'm teaching myself so that I'll have ready for the day I really need it. It reminds me of the way html works and I don't mind so much since I get the idea and if I work at it for a bit I'll be able to type nice type set equations with out thinking. Though it's harder to make them appear in a webpage. ... The big thoughts of the day revolved around Oral Interpreation readings. Then I got this idea for how to explain mathematics. ? I don't know what to call it. I was up and walking around while pretending to be talking to an audience. I was explaining how I thought about mathematics and why 'numbers' were the least important part of the whole thing. I took dancing for example. And noted that if I wanted to think about dancing.. something so far from math.. or about as far away as you could ever get... and I proceeded to demonstrate how mathematical type thinking could take the concepts places. I noted that a body state or position coudl be represented with a set of numbers for XYZ data. And that a dance was a series of sequencal states in a universe of all possible states your body can be put in. I spoke of what a carefully defined concepts on which ideas are built. And the way that those ideas can be clarified and in that action ways of thinking about more complex dancing/mathematical possiblities ensued. I went futher to claim the application of such principles to the matter enabled a vast creative concept network to be created. And in so doing, I discussed how one coudl take ideas proven for the dance mathematics and apply them to robotics construction or even answering the questions behind "What a deer would look like doing the Charlison?" With the ideas expressed in terms of set theory. (name not mentioned to protect the opposed) I began to realize I could lock off all existing dancies and teach the computer to ... well dance. Not jsut that, dances that have never been danced before. ... Later in the day I was walking down stairs still going of such thoughts in my mind. I was thinking about what impossible states were under the laws of physics and what more things would need to be accounted for before a 'succesful dance' could be constructed from a series of states a body could go through. It was so much.. and I barely managed to get much of an outline down. But I knew it was good because I could use my body in my preformance in order to hold attention while I tried to discuss the finer details of the world of mathematics as I have come to see it.

1.20.2007

January 20, 2007

January 20, 2007 Saturday 1:09 AM


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Weekends mean [Intermission]
I just found out I may have a job after all. This comes around the time I'm going 'man I really like this ability to work on my homework and wonder around a bit' And I can visit all these cool people whom work here and there. And how I was sort of nervous but glad that I didn't have a job with 18 units class work on top of it. .. plus my own movie ambitions. .... So now how is my week going to work? 4:26 PM

The Net has been Down

I got up to find the net was down here. thinking it it might be a local problem I decided to venture out to check my e mails elsewhere. And it turns out that even in the HSU library the net was down. Which means the problem is fairly large... and fairly widespread. Later, I was told there a was a fire down south and it would be a while before any sort of connection returned. This is part of the reason I accept the fact I may be late with a movie but as long as it winds up as a movie on every day that there is a page... I'll be fine with it. 9:48 PM Though it annoys me knowing I missed my schedule. I can't be blamed for the net going down and having to wait to post things. All I can do is make the stuff and wait until things are back up. ... Since this is a wide spread problem it must be alterning the normal social traffic down at the 'J' ... which might mean there are more people doing different things than they normaly would had it not happened.... intersting. My room is a little to warm for me to want to venture out into it all however. ...... well later.. I did anyway. And the dorms didn't seem much different. Though I happened to walk into a game of 'catch a phrase' with some older residents from Creekview. It was fun. Though I left in sort of an akward way.

Could this be my schedule? Maybe maybe not. Not sure yet.

1.19.2007

Movie: Liz in Brief

January 19, 2007 Friday 8:46 PM Movie: Liz in Brief


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Why it's Liz! I very briefly show off footage of Liz. K.
I ran 402.3 meters in 88 seconds that's 4.57 m/s or 10.06 mph My day is long, I've been tired. I have a headache. But I still truge forward. The day had a lot of turns. From walking down town to getting a ride back. To running laps, and signing up for the gym. To petting small dogs. Discussing Finite Automata. And getting a free Snickers. Seeing Shrine. Seeing Liz. Seeing Reb. Yep. That is one big day. .. 9:01 PM Course I saw Ben in the Student store and I realized he would be a good person to run a weekly show with. So, a Friday show is 'the show' the rest of teh days are just days and the weekends are Intermissions. 11:06 PM Still, I finish a brief movie about Liz. Very brief. I'm somewhat calm and in a writing sort of mood. It's been a long and tiring day. .... The writingins really take a hit when I spend so much time editing movies. I've been meaning to meet up with Ben this weekend to discuss how we could perhaps team up to produce some material. I personally want him to be involded with the new weekly show. A sort of culmination of Chris World into a time and place that people can attend and perhaps get involded. If I had just one other person. 'such as him' then I think it would all that much better. Though earlier in the day I was painfully tired... nearly dozing while just sitting I still followed along with Shawn as we went over Computational Theory Homework Problems. Most homework ought to be done during the day... since I reserve filming for as soon as I get home. It really has to be a big part of the day in order to pull things off. Still going strong though. I liken the posting of movies nightly to the way the journal started out back in June 1999. Then too as it is now... I stress the building of the reflex. Not quite knowing where to go with the journal I kept writing and it grew easier by the day. Today, I think nothing of it. This made it extrondinarly convienet when it came time to begin an 'on line version' I knew I had a rock solid regiment. (that's something a lot of people don't have) And I knew it would be every day. Because it always had been. So it was a good shift.

1.18.2007

Movie: Cubes, Messages and Protein

January 18, 2007 Thursday Movie: Cubes, Messages and Protein


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Eh, it was a day.

1.17.2007

Mov: Color Animation

January 17, 2007 Wednesday 3:20 PM Mov: Color Animation


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Someone asks, "How do you make colors change in animation?" Well here's how you do it with Blender. (blender.org)
How is my grade like the weather? They're both below zero. Too bad I thought of that one too late. The Comm classes are now pretty chanlleging. Doing proofs for Computation Theory shouldn't be too bad on the account that Shawn is there. He already helped me to understand some non-determinsitc automata. Computational Theory sounds interesting. I hope I get some good use out of it. And I think it's important for simluations. I heard the dooms day clock was moved forward by 2 minutes. Ack. 3:55 PM I'm glad I walked by the science class and spotted Rey. I wanted to message her but myspace was having problems. I met Einar a starting out Industrial Technology fellow. So, that's the only class I have yet to be in. So far... COMM 108 prob has the most work. Comp. Theory prob has the hardest comprehension work. And everything else falls under those.. though I don't know what the IT course will be like nor the History course. 4:51 PM Why are jokes funny? And why are some not? That is a question I should do some philosophy work on.

1.16.2007

Movie: Cold, Codec and Color

January 16, 2007 Tuesday 10:43 PM Movie: Cold, Codec and Color


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It isn't as educational as one would hope. But I try to answer someone's questions about color in Blender as well as settings for compression.
Well that is a first day of class for ya. I seem to still be doing well with the 'movie reflex' I suppose my day can have shooting and editing as part of it. The latter part with time between class for homework and perhaps writing ideas. Perhaps, if I can keep this up for a month or so I'll have finally built my reflex the way I always wanted. So what to do for tomorrows movie? And while the upload process goes on I can write in here. I have so much time between classes. It's sort of annoying. I suppose I can read the books for class in that time and then when I finally come home for the day I'll shoot the movie and edit and post and write in journal and then repeat the process. That works right? I'm getting used to the cold. But that doesn't mean I don't want it to go away. I'd prefer to have the clear warm days back. Seeing Tricia all wrapped up for warmth all the time keeps reminding me that it's really cold. I've just been in the cold so long that I can't really tell.

It is cold. Very cold. Very very cold.

1.15.2007

End of Break Mov: Irony

January 15, 2007 Monday 9:21 PM End of Break Mov: Irony


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Irony. Say you don't put up movies when you do.
The universe must be agaisn't me at the moment. Power went out in my room just along enough to halt my work on the movie and reset the net connection. So it's not connecting right now. ... Now nothing is work. I got this call on my machine that said net service was going up tommorrow. ? Could this be some greater problem? Why did the power go out earlier? ... well now that the net is down I can't post what I made anyway. Best to give it a rest.... after one more try. ... maybe a net repeater went down. 10:14 PM ah, now it works. .. Will thoughts ever come back 'into' the writing? Or will the text be doomed to second pest as the menace of 'movietizing' continues.

1.14.2007

Movie Devil Sync

January 14, 2007 Sunday 6:15 PM Movie Devil Sync



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This audio syncing problem is the devil. Luckily I managed to figure it out only after 'several' hour long test renders. Blaw. This movie may not make much sense to people or the moral of it. But basicially the offset button in the movie settings panel of the texture buttons is for shifting which frame the movie should play first. NOT where the start of the movie in your timeline is... go figure.
Today goes well. Accept I may have looked overly excited to see someone when I shouldn't. But how am I suppose to stop myself from being happy to see people? So, I was out apparenty shopping with T. T. prefers sliver as opposed to gold is Lac. Intolreant very competivtive has a photo in a magazine 'The just friends aspect of chris' still has a strangle hold over me. Who could possily make me ditch that? Even if half my body would prefer it. I joked about the thing on the way home, well I went to the store first to pick up food. 25 dollars. Or just under that. I hope J. is okay now and smiling again. I dropped by her place but did not find her. ... Too bad I can't shake this somewhat heavy mood. Dang, though spending time out with someone did help. I come back home and the weight drops down unto my shoulders again. .. 8:40 PM

The Worst...

this has been the worst project in the history of me attempting to do projects per day. I've tried repeatly to sync audio but time after time it fails to work. I can not think of anything else to try. I am out of options.. and I'm irritated by not being able to put something up.

1.13.2007

Failed Movie Composition

January 13, 2007 Saturday 9:55 PM Failed Movie Composition

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[The movie composition failed to work] Dang. That really gets me. Not only does it take an hour to render. But it didn't work. And i tired it 2 times. Audio syncing problems. It ruined everything. And so for the first day of this year .... no movie. ... Compositions take a very long time to render. I calculated it was going to take an hour for just 2 minutes of footage. (This was fast rendering footage) too. .... Will I always be doomed to mess things up? I feel all bad now. I happened to have lost my temper a bit earlier and now I feel sad. Well then, there just always has to be something to get me down right when I'm going to go hang out with someone tommorrow. There always is something.

1.12.2007

Sad. Mov:Too Tired

January 12, 2007 Friday Sad. Mov:Too Tired


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I confess. I'm too tired to keep doing this. Whatever will I do? My inner struggle continues.
Sad. As to why? I suppose it's a series of little things. The metal armored plating of my character can not stand up to everything forever. The minus zero degree cold must be getting to me too. .... I have a feeling people write me off as simpler or as just strange. What is stranger is the ability to brush off things was once much stronger. After a while, that talent grows thin. And then I'd rather be away then to have to stand against the battering ram of the social machine. .... Solitude is a weapon. One of which can reset the clock a bit. But not forever apparently. The long thaw has stopped and may now be reversing. Who am I to stop it? I'm must caught in the current as I watch the larger wave loom over the horizon and I brace myself with nothing more than the twig I'm on. .... ......
eh, Maybe I can't but they won't be useful for people. That is for sure.

1.11.2007

Hard Sometimes

January 11, 2007 Thursday 8:01 PM Hard Sometimes


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Still intermission eh. Hey I think it half counts as a movie. C'mon.
... I read things in the news. And it worries me. But mostly I get a little depressed. And wonder what will come of things. Then I grow tired. And I can't stand the nightmare that is the waking world sometimes. Well, only a nightmare when I read about what is going on out there. In my opinoine the real world isn't a very comfortable place to be. .... if your thinking about things that is. ... 9:29 PM Intermission movies could be a lot of things. Sort of like a impressionistic thinking. 34 seconds uploads the fastest. And I don't spend time waiting for the code tags. If there was anyway to make shorter to the point, more graphical, more musical movies... Maybe I shoudl take that road. When other things get hard this seems easyier... not as stressing.

1.10.2007

The Coldest Night.

January 10, 2007 Wednesday The Coldest Night.

 

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Still intermission.
How is it that I can fall asleep last last night at 3 am by accident.... But when I try to repeat that falling asleep last night I can't do it.. and lay in bed for hours... then wake up back at 3pm? What gives? I'm trying here. It's no use. 4:52 PM Oh so I 'do' have a package to pick up. I just got back from bookstore and library. It rained on me. Very cold and sleety. Net is down at the moment. ... oh it's just a rounter problem. Reset worked. ... oh wait still messed up. mmm 5:19 PM What is the substance of your world? The choices you have made? The memories you have? Your bias and logics? What? I think I want my movies to be more thought provoking. There's a place for humor here and there. There is a place for a lot of things but... if I was trying ot brand something... I would aim for thought provoking. ... Now how do I do that? .. 5:35 PM Currently reading docs for SL client viewer. It's a good thing I was in telecomm as well as I join in right when they made the viewer open source. 9:21 PM I have so many problems compiling from source. The last time I really tired was blender. And I'm bound to go back to that. I really want my own compiled version. But still sadely, I think the only thing.. I succesffuly compiled was OpenAL and something else I can't remember. That's real bad. I really want the skill but apparently don't know enough about the thing to get it. Or my system is just not supported on teh same level as others. I wind up in so many issues on my system. Dang. ... later ... my hands almost refuse to time this. I"m like at 20 wpm now. Way below my usual 80 wpm It was really really cold outside. (I checked back again and it was even 'below' that.) I didn't realize it was that cold and I spent about an hour in it. My nose was numb.. it was a freezer. Literally. ... I stepped onto the feild and noticed something was different. It was more.. resistant. And then as I walked out to this metal hurtle and tried to move it, it felt stuck. And I looked down into my hand with my flash light and found ice. And I shined the light over the feild and it was as though someone had littered diamonds all over the whole thing. They sparkled and the stars above them sparkled. If it wasn't for the blistering cold I would have enjoyed it... course if that happened there wouldn't be anything to enjoy. ... I threw my mini flashlight and it spun flashing light and looked really cool. I'll note that for future reference. --- working into the morning of the next day Almost done with the composition. Friends dropped in and caught me by surprise. I was hoping we weren't being too loud for my upstairs living dweller like person. We prob. were unless he's a heavy sleeper.

1.09.2007

Movie: Digital Addiction

January 9, 2007 Tuesday Movie: Digital Addiction



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Eh, after watching the final thing I realize the point isn't very well made. There needed to be a more well thought out explanation. I think it is just another case of the 'blind sighted by' how much I wanted to put a CG clip in context. ... Eh. I'll come back after some practise with compositions.
I'm so back and forth on the whole movie-a-day thing it's killing me. So much for year 2007's movie run. What was that like 9 days? Fair enough. I want to spend more time programming py in blender. And make graphics go with music. So, I'm thinking composition practise in the future. ... though if I cont. to make them during the 'intermission' I'll merely be getting ahead. .. mmm if the number of movies I make this year reaches 365 I'll call that a fair approximation of everyday... since the average would be a singularity.

1.08.2007

Movie: Change of Perspective

January 8, 2007 Monday 2:50 PM Movie: Change of Perspective



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Think more carefully.
I can see that it can be addicting. But what is the alure? For humans it must be interaction. Or perhaps the fact that the in-world currency can be converted to real money at appout 309 L$ to the 1$ That's like a 1/3 of a penny for each game dollar. ... I was tired earlier and when the phone rang I thought that somehow I had set it to go off on purpose.. But that was a dream so I must have hung up on someone earlier. I think my dreams, though faintly remembered, played out like a game. There was game thinking as in I had do so and so tasks and I had just gotten past a hard part but then I messed up or realized they all had to happen again and what not. Who called me then? You know, after sending out e mails and not getting anything back at the begining of break I gradually faded off the attempts to contact people. Clearly, no one had any time or wanted to make the effort so instead of waking up thinking about it I turned nearly completely away. ... Or perhaps only for the last 48 to 72 hours. 5:00 PM WAIT! I saw Shell and Jackie! Yay! Though it was on my way back I didn't get a chance to really talk. But they are here. 9:18 PM When I suddenly hear something that knocks my emotional block off I tend to feel it in my stomack. I mean right there it hurts. And I feel so tired. It's more speculative than concrete but the fear of the thing has always been there. I suppose that compouned with some what disillusioned feelings towards my web work are getting to me. Am I just running in a wheel here? Will my efforts every become what I want them to become? Or am I stuck. I know I'm working hard. I can tell because I constantly feel the challenge. I constantly want to live up to that challenge. There isn't a pep rally for me. There isn't a cheerleader for me. I just have to pick myself up out of the dirt and debrie and continue forward. It helps to document the journey. It helps to capture to tape. I feel a bit better when I do. As though the time isn't fully wasted on bad feelings. They could be useful and become something more. ... It's hard sometimes, you know?

1.07.2007

Strength of Character Mov: Movie Texture Movie

January 7, 2007 Sunday Strength of Character Mov: Movie Texture Movie


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So you want to put movies inside your blender projects? You can texture movies to surfaces inside of blender and I can show you how to do it.
11:19 PM I have a headache. I ache. I feel a bit sick and I still worry about the preview for the next movie. It's times like these that really test the streght of charactor. It's times like these that tell me who I really am. So far this year I have succeeded at producing a movie everyday. (Theoretically I have one for today) Since given the previews I'm forced to make a movie in advance. It helps to some degree. But I look over my options... I have an idea and have been editing the next movie. But I'm not so sure it is going to come out. And I think.. maybe I could cut a preview before I finish it. (not necessarily a good idea if I want to deliver on my promise plus I would be locked in with what I would have to cover.) If I simply give up and don't do "today's" movie I won't be one ahead and will have to double the work for tommorrow. Or go back to 'no previews' Which I hate because I really really like to make previews. I feel it adds something. I think thorough pushing myself I may be able to gradualy develope a movie sense. In the manner of finding out how to convey a message 'overtly' or explicty. ... oh wait... rather than try to hastily complete 'Change of Perspective' I could put another CG shuffle together. I forgot what number I was on last time though. ... But that itself is sort of a kludge. Man, my strenght of charactor is in trouble. What kind of guy do I really want to be? Do I really want to be that guy whom will stay up 'past time' until all work is done and ready? Or will I fumble and continue to do so because my tendency to handle self induced stressors causes me headaches. The thing is.. since I don't live alone I can't narrate past a certain point at night. This is the biggest flaw in shared living. 11:26 PM One way or another I'm going to bed early tonight. ~later I knew I'd feel better when I finished this. Maybe I'm the guy I want to be after all.

1.06.2007

Movie: Into the Past

January 6, 2006 Saturday Movie: Into the Past


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I'm trying out other blog services but still not sure if I like them or not. http://themoviesofchrisworld.wordpress.com 1:02 AM It's funny how once I finally decided to do previews on my movies I was more willing to create the next one. Because in order to post the last one I need to edit on a preview. And I like to make previews. They are the funnest part of the whole indever. So now when I make something called "The Q List" (Q as in queue) I think I may actually do them. Having extra movies ready is a must in order to keep the regularity. Can I do it? I hope better than last semester.

Watching. I smoothed out the face and added checks. It's a bit more rounded. From the past... One time I went home and sat on my porch.

1.05.2007

Movie: Video Overlay

January 5, 2006 Friday 1:26 AM Movie: Video Overlay



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How do you add CG effects to your clips Chris? Well, I use Blender from blender3d.org and these are the steps to getting version 2.42a to put whatever you want into your video.
It's starry out and moonlite.. but very very cold. I don't know if I would enjoy a walk enough if I'm that cold. But the brightness and the stars would have been a good draw had it not been for the frosty bite. 2:52 AM When most people visit websites they don't quite get how much work goes into making them. How much work goes into the production of items for consumtion everyday. How many hours it takes to produce movies. It's an investment of time that I feel that someday, when I've finally gotten all the quirks out of my own movie making process... I may someday get to say.. hey look I have a site with all these views per day! Finally, then I'll feel more motivated to produce knowing that what I produce is actually helpful. 4:43 AM CONTROL U -save user defaults (nice) i was wondering about that. and CONTROL LeftClick for lasso 8:57 PM I'm not used to doing a movie in advance. I get confused with the preview editing and then I lose where the old file is. I haven't really gotten everything down yet.... I hope I will someday.

1.04.2007

The Night Quest Mov: Saving Memory

January 4, 2007 Thursday 3:25 AM The Night Quest Mov: Saving Memory


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A hack to avoid having to copy large DV files on your hard drive when you want to transfer movie clips between iMovie Projects.
The Night Quest Picture this. 3 am The recent rain has dampened the ground and turned the asphalt to glass and mirrors. The air is crisp, not to cold, not to warm. There is no one out except for a occasional truck on the highway or a late night ride home from the bars. During a break there isn't even the random antics of college students to ruin the night. And there is nothing to stop be from biking full speed down the roads. And while I tempt fate with friction my brain takes that snap shot of the night. This was sure to be a memory for the books. The quiet was what struck me the most as I stopped by the side of the road to look out over the empty moonlit highway. I was on a small mission to make sure I had locked a door. I had. When I arrived I knew it was going to be locked... but I just wanted to make sure. Or maybe that wasn't it. Maybe I wanted, needed, an excess to go back out into the night. I had thought of it the night before. I thought wouldn't it be cool to go back to the field later? The moon was hampered by clouds but the sky was still so bright I could ready my watch by it. Not one drop of rain, yet. So I rode out to the field. And walked across the track to think. It was one of those times... I thought. One of those good times when you think that for that moment the whole world is yours. My miniscule power spread out across the pale blue gray lit field. And I enjoyed my time though it turned out to be fairly brief. For it was starting to drizzle and I knew I should be on my way. Dreams can't last forever I suppose. I decided to use a short cut that would involve carrying my bike down some rugged, slippery, muddy terrain. I had scouted out the path a bit before returning to my bike parked across the field from the trail. As I walked back to it briskly, I thought it was a shame that the rain was coming back. I wished for clearly skies in that moment and thought next time... next time I'll be back when there's a full moon and when once again there would be no one to challenge my vaporous authority of the night. It was slow going down that trail. I had flashlight in mouth, bike frame in hand and strained to keep my footing I hiked down the dark path plants hitting me here and there. I didn't want to break anything this night. It would ruin the adventure of it all. I made it down and back to surface streets and as I rode I could feel droplets growing harder. The clouds were growing stronger and by the time I reached my home street I was thinking twice about not putting the poncho on. But it was okay... as I walked my bike back into the garage and clicked the button to close the door. I gave one last look out into the night as if to say farewell. We'll meet again sometime. 8:03 PM How many hours of my life have I invested in all this? I try for so long to learn how to produce these things... and still I have much longer to go.

Guess what I'm doing...

For years I've attempted the impossible. Everytime I try something just won't work. But now that I have powerful software like blender, better lighting higher quality images I think I'll just try to fuss over the details until I have an image that works for once in my life. I know this doesn't look like much but it represents the capacity to make things glow.

Movie: Meet Jackie

January 3, 2007 Wednesday 3:26 AM Movie: Meet Jackie



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I met Jackie a while back. (I just never edited the footage) I would have added in clips of her sister but I seem to recal her being opposed to being in movies and such. Correct me if I'm wrong Shell.
Do you like really tiny pancakes? Have another serving. We 'know' you have room. 3:47 PM It was 1 when my alarm went off. But it interrupted a dream so I guess I awoke tired and I heard the rain so I decided to just fall back to sleep. When I did finally get up I felt very awake and ready to go back to work on those things I was making progress on before. 6:06 PM My progress in screen casting was apparently short lived. I spent a considerable amount of time hunting for a way to convert swf to mov and had no luck... Well no 'free' luck. It seems everyone has their own 'for sale' screen capture utility for Mac OS X. No one has the equivalent of CamStudio but for Mac OS X. 9:40 PM Almost didn't think I was going to have movie. But then I went back to editing the jackie one and it was quite easy. 10:49 PM I hate when I forget whether or not I locked something. I mean I know I always do 'it's just protocal' and I know I wasn't in a rush... so I probabily did it automatically that's why I forgot. I just didn't make a big deal out of it. I'm going to try to rest on the fact since I really don't want to ride back out again.

1.02.2007

Movie: For Pet Lovers

January 2, 2007 Tuesday 2:50 PM Movie: For Pet Lovers



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Sometimes it is good to keep things simple and straight forward. This is for all those pet lovers out there. I was thinking about the idea for a long time but didn't really do it till now. There really was a lot of footage of animals.
Whoa. I've wanted to do the microscopic effect for so long. And I FINALLY! Got to! It's becaues I keept wanting to give visualizations of nano tech and small robots when I discuss things. So now I CAN! 3:54 PM And I have made progress with screen capturing. Almost there... just have to convert swf files to something I can edit. 5:18 PM I didn't expect my roommate to be back today. I walked in and there he was. No more loud music late at night? Well, this is the time I was beginning to set my alarm again to get up around 12. 5:25 PM It's almost like I have a ghost simluation model of people in my head. When I think about a topic and say something I can hear what they would say and get the same emotional sling back as though they were right there with me. It's like there is a residual model of everyone that I have known that echo back to me when I rethink about my actions, choices and conversations with them. 11:08 PM Nothing like brainless sorting to clear my head. I've labeled and numbered all 65 or so DV Tapes of mine. I'm preping for a review of everything that I have. Wow. 65. That's like 390 dollars in tapes.

1.01.2007

Movie: It's a New Year

January 1, 2007 Monday 3:40 PM Movie: It's a New Year



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I think I made a mistake in the numbering but eh, I wanted to commemorate the simple tradition with simple tools.
When people put an Xcode project in a src release could they 'please' copy all the files into the project and not just 'link' to the files. 5:57 PM There was a power out last new years so I guess I didn't realize how many things would be closed anyway. 6:20 PM thought it is using up all my computers processing power I smile in quiet achievement. I'm exporting 57 minutes of video (not even all of it) to a tape. I guess I have to watch for errors and freezes but for better or for worse it's getting off the harddrive and onto tape. Maintainence like this is probabily going to become routine if i increase my pace of movie production. I realized right before I began the export that it was going to be doing this for an hour and then I was like... whoa. Well that's when it hit me. The fact I had done so much. And I wasn't going to risk watching a movie at the same time. So what was I going to do for this hour? Eh, I'll go back dinner and watch Chris World! I guess. 6:42 PM It's a good thing I'm watching. I'm running into some major problems. 9:00 PM There is a miss numbering in my years... or perhaps I need to establish a naming protocal. I think I maybe missing a New Years movie. Perhaps, I recorded it but I still haven't fished it out yet. 11:24 PM I've been reading up on the art of blogging http://www.problogger.net/archives/2006/02/18/writing-good-content/ And started thinking to myself.... Who are my readers? I suppose if I hunch over, place my fist on my chin and wrinkle a brow I could figure it out. I think it would be tricky though... since the areas I want to highlight and draw attention to are sort of all over the place. I've got the standard chronological 'this is my day' type entry. From time to time (generally after something emotional or thoughtful) I have more written out posts. You can spot them here and there... When I was thumbing through those old posts I could pick them out by their tone. It's a little less matter-of-fact and more artistically drawn out. But those entries are sparse. Speaking of sparse, so are the movies from time to time. And in them we find a whole new mash up of the things I do. I've got CG clips here and there. I've got movie tips (not so much lately) I've got musicals (on occasion) I've mathematics sparsely.... So who exactly is coming to read? And still... who exactly is coming to watch? I didn't intend the youtube postings to collect subscribers. It's a blessing and a curse. For one, I didn't want people seeing the movies through youtube. I wanted them to come here. But now that I know when I post to the tube people get them and watch... I keep doing it though I'd rather move onto just blip or revver. ... But still... who are they? I think a cross section maybe technical types, with a interest in producing movies of their own and working with blender3d. Beyond that... And beyond the people whom know me in real life... I really can't say. I may as well just have to ask. wink wink eh.. maybe people who love spelling mistakes.

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